procratination...huahuahua

ahaks...rase best lak dapat buka blog hari nie... bukan ape aku dah lame nak update blog nie tapi faham2 jelah...perasaan malas tue amat lah tinggi bagaikan gunug everest...ditambah lak dengan homework physics yang tak pernah nak sudah.talk about physics,this sem i take physics 2 . although physics 2 is more complex than physics 1 (complex is differ from difficult, ok) but i think really enjoy study this subject. maybe it's relate to my lecture, maybe???!! last sem i got madam D which is really unpredictable...so, the result is also unpredictable lah...but this sem, i get sir M, which is big fan of reality program ( i think) is more leisure in teaching student...so, that really give me some sort of motivation and happiness in his class...huahuahuahua

cakap pasal kemalasan nie kan...aku baru baca satu buku berjudul "the now habit".author tue tulis, kebanyakan sikap malas nie berpuca daripada sifat "procrastination" dan sifat ini berpunca pulak daripada 2 faktor yang utama iaitu :- (mana2 yang kena dengan korang lah)

• takut gagal (perfectionist)
• takut berjaya
  

takut gagal
mereka yang dalam kategori nie merupakan seorang yang kebiasaannya lahir dalam keluarga yang berjaya. so, apa jua yang mereka lakukan seharusnya perfect dan cemerlang...tanpa ada sebarang kesilapan...even minor mistake is major cut to their artery...so mereka tak mampu untuk memaafkan diri mereka for the mistake because the must be a "robot". oleh itu, mereka procrastinate to avoid them from doing any mistake and they fortunate, other person will do their project.

takut berjaya
yang pelik sket. mereka yang dalam kategori ini merupakan seorang yang takut akan future. sebab nyer, mereka takut apabila mereka berjaya nanti mereka kena belajar benda baru, mereka akan kehilangan rakan, mereka akan hilang kepercayaan daripada keluarga. sebab itu mereka bertanggguh dalam melakukakan kerja supaya mereka tidak kehilangan semua itu.

bagi aku, aku mungkin kategori yang pertama sebab nyer senang...expectation from surrounding. tapi aku dah jumpa cara nak hilangkan perasaan bersalah tersebut ialah dengan bersedia untuk memaafkan diri sendiri dengan mengatakan "i'm perfectly a human" but learn from that mistake and avoid that mistake. for human it is normal to do a mistake (that maybe sainstist put normal force is perpendicular from surface)
beside that, now i just realize, every mistake yang kita buat sebenarnya akan membuat kita lebih matang dalam mengharungi dunia ini. sebab ape? sebenarnya mistake tue tell us that we already experience more than anyone else...but we need to learn from that mistake...and do that again...that what make us mature.

beside that,to avoid procrastination i want to change my word in mind from " have to" to "choose to" and "want to".
i also want to change my perspective from thinking about "when i will finish something" to "when i will start something"
i also want to do daily log ( this being recommended by many motivation book). by this, i can know how much time that i already spend on certain task. this will make me feel free to relax when i know the quality time that i spend on goal is enough. but at first i need to complete my "the unscheduled table". by fulfill this table, i can know and finally realize that my time left to do my goal is really not enough. this will ignite my motivation to do my goal whenever it's free.
it also want to do a little bit my goal before doing any recreational activity because this will make think a little bit about my goal during exercise...so this, will make more eager to get back to my goal.
that all for now bub bye......